Thursday, January 19, 2012
why is my life made so difficult ?
depressing day... face the reality tt i'm actually poor...
totally dont understand why my mum have to make her own life so difficult ?
well, so what if i dun have a car --> can't we take cab
so what if the clearance rotten fruits are cheap --> can't we spent abit more and pick the better quality and juicier fuji big apples ?
why cant i have a proper bed? --> n u blame me for breaking up so i have to live in my own hse? WTF is my own house lei...cant even have a place to call home ?
n my ex... seriously all i have is silence... i wan to start anew, maybe shld jus rent a bf like what the news reported of beijing girls...at least u dun get shit from them other den the $$ u have to give
n not forgetting how fat i am... look into the mirror...wa disgusting, wtf is tt spare tyre surrounding me... grossed out. more grossed out with my laziness and the lack of motivation all these years..
Total disappointment in all aspects..
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